Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Sunday, February 27, 2005

I seriously hope she doesn't know the one I told her about was her.

(: I don't want the history to repeat itself. hinted her many times I fell for her, she felt the same way too. We end up walking separate ways again. ohwells. I'm trying to avoid falling for her now though. -shakes head- what if the same thing happens again? ohmygod. ): thinking of what I've went though this time, I feel the pain again. The thought of falling in love turns me off. GRRR.

Saturday, 260205
dad gave me 50bucks to buy whatever I want cos he got his bonus. wanted to buy escada perfume but dad don't allow! ): so bought the strips blouse I wanted for a long time! And a pair of white heels. (: wanted to get the mp3 but no time. went off to aunt's place. waited for them, cousin brought us down to Singapore Swimming Club. nieces, nephew and my sis went to swim. I didn't. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THE NANNY, AGAIN! but this time, i'm paid to do it. heh. LALALALA. After swimming, down for dinner. It's flooded with people everywhere. So went up to the Chinese restaurant. both cousin were arguing who should pay cos both of them don't wanna foot the bill afterwards. hahahahah. (: didn't eat much though. after that, went downstairs to eat again! hahah. my cousins are like damn funny. we were laughing at my cousin's gf who has got terrible sore throat and she couldn't sing. my cousin was trying to imitate her voice. hahahah. tsktsk. went home after short while cos that dumb woman wants to pick up the kids from my aunt's place.

Sunday, 270205
mum's side aunt's place. (: family gathering now. studied. taught my sister maths. heh. i'm great, a great great sister! (: GRANDMA COOKED DINNER TODAY! ohmygod. it's been long time since i've last tasted her cooking. family deciding to go thailand again! YAY YAY! JUMPS!

oh well,ive got plenty new songs! :D:D:D:D

why does she avoids whenever i say "i love you"?

; stick with you